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12th Aug 2019, 9:37 PM
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12th Aug 2019, 9:37 PM

~2/14/2019.
a conclusion to the heartbeat phobia and hallucination, which slowly became less apparent and less frequent after processing a memory related to the fear and noticing the disparity in the perceived heartbeat and actual pulse.

... i don't run anymore because my bones are too brittle after recovery. they were too brittle before, but i didn't have the energy to walk around a lot, much less run. i'll have to find my sense of safety in something else.