tender mercies in Folie a Dupe
12th Aug 2019, 11:42 PM
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12th Aug 2019, 11:42 PM

~6/28/2019 - 7/15/2019.

another longer comic attempting to process the issues with dupe. even though they became slightly more active in the latter half of the year, it's still an extremely abnormal amount of presence for this part of my brain, and the small amounts of time are usually accompanied by active suicide ideation.
really been testing my confidence in trying to believe i'm the expert on my own life...
while it may seem like prodding a hornet's nest to an outside perspective, what i know leaving the situation at "conveniently out-of-the-way" means tends to mean "just waiting for an opportunity to explode." even unsuccessful sessions like this may let off steam that would otherwise build into a meltdown.

... the narration was used as an introduction to the topic as i continue to try to build my skills as a storyteller as well, but it's really about an entirely different topic. i might eventually make an entry one day about the specifics of coming to no longer believe or feel a long-standing delusion, but i felt other things were of a priority.